Out In The World

Not knowing the world
In my Christain bubble
How hard it is to work
And all the trouble

Hearing cussing and frustration
With stress and moods
Wanting me to be real
Pushing and intrudes

You're not human
You're not real
Come on show us
You're not the real deal

To kind to sweet
Easily believes
Who are you
You are deceived

Come out of your shell
Be real with me
I will push and push
I want to see

In this time of expanding, learning, and advancing know my grace will also be with you to help you along the way. I will help you to learn the lessons needed and guide you. Along with my grace being poured upon you, this season will also require humility within your heart, and submissiveness to be willing to learn new things.

Work

Help me remember
What I need to do
Help me to remember
And focus on You

Help me at work
To glorify Thee
Help me I ask
Please hear my plea

I hate to make
Those little mistakes
I know I'm not perfect
But my heart aches

I'm stressed my God
I want to do good
Please Help me Father
I know you could

‘Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, Surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.’
Isaiah 41:10

I wrote this out last night and the LORD answered me this morning.
I make these little mistakes at work and I hate it. I know I'm still learning how, but I still hate it. I get distracted easily. Ugg! Thank you LORD, knew you would help me.

Munchkin

My heart breaks tonight
Tears run down my face
How I wish I was there
To love and embrace

You are my angel
You are my first born
I'm with you in spirit
And I too will mourn

I pray for God's peace
I pray He will heal
I pray He will comfort
 He knows how you feel

I love you so much
Mommy hurts for you
My sweet little girl
Remember God loves you too

February 7th
Due date

Sweet Sunshine

I wake up each day to a new ray of light
My heart is calm and I no longer have to fight
My days are filled with laughter and joy
Always feeling like a birthday boy
No hassle no worries all is fine
I wake up each day with my sweet sunshine.

If every waking day can be like this
For sure my life would be full of bliss
This sweet gift that was given to me
I pray will never ever flee
Love can change everything
Peace and comfort it does bring

Sherl

I want to tell you a story about this women named Sherl, she is 53 and she has been living in the street for 16 years. We are building a relationship and she feels safe to share things with me. She has a story that seems to be similar to other homeless people that have lived on the streets for so long. They have some type of abuses, addictions, hurt, pains, regrets, deaths,  lost hope. This is the way we live attitude. 

Sherl has no teeth, she's this tiny women that doesn't like to be around others, she lives in a tent that we gave her and she calls it her home in Beverly Hills. She carries her knife and is a lite sleeper. People come around at night trying to take her things and try to do other things to her, but she is ready. 

She as shared a little of how she ended up on the streets but I haven't heard the whole story. Her and her brother live on the streets, his name is Blue, he loves the color blue. He is a drukard and a cocane addict.... He always tells us he is blessed and has his bible, he even gives money to help on Sundays with the meals. He hasn't open up yet, but he loves it when we just sit with him. I know she is on something to but not sure what. 

They both have lost there parents and their children have been taken away from them. They do see them but not as often as they like. Sherl claims her brother keeps secrets from her and she knows he see them more than she does. But one day she will know his secrets. 

As she is on her 4th donut and her second cup of coco, she asks me in her little baby voice, "can I please have some chips and a bottle of water for later." I smile and said yes, but that I had to leave now. She said,"ok I will see you next week and to tell you more, oh and look what I'm reading," she shows me her bible. Thank God! 

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Renay

You are no longer forgotten

You are no longer hidden 

You are no longer invisible 

You are no longer forbidden 

You made no decisions

You had no choice

You had a short life

And you had no voice

My dear child, one day 

I will hear your heart beat 

See your glorified body

Sitting at Jesus's feet

I know I'm forgiven

By the grace of God

No more guilt or shame 

And no longer flawed 

I've given you a name

And it means reborn

I have peace and joy 

And I will no longer mourn 

You will be remembered

You will no longer be hidden

You will no longer be invisible

You will no longer be forbidden 

One day I will be with you
My baby, I will see you soon

My First Love

 Can I walk you home 

Can I give you kisses

Can I be your first love 

She sits and reminisces 

This gentle young man 

Will always have her heart 

Her only first love 

Hoping they will never be apart 

Time goes by wondering where can he be 

Is he to be lost in the arms of someone new I see 

Maybe one day she can tell him again,

 "You are special to me" 

That day has come 

She can once share her love 

To this gentle man 

God has healed from above 

Can I walk you home 

Can I give you kisses

Can I be your first love 

She sits and reminisces 

Love My Self

LOVE MY SELF! 

I've heard so many times that we need to love ourselves. In scripture I can't find that, matter of fact, I find that we need to love God with all our heart, we need to love others and love our enemies. I see that we are to deny self, pick up your cross and follow Him. I see we are not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think! To esteem others higher than ourselves. 

The only thing I found about loving ourselves is, "But know this, that in the last days perilous times will come: For men will be LOVERS OF THEMSELVES,lovers of money, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy, unloving, unforgiving, slanderers, without self-control, brutal, despisers of good, traitors, headstrong, haughty, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God, having a form of godliness but denying its power. And from such people turn away! 2 Timothy 3

 We don't need to be encouraged to love ourselves; we naturally have such a love. Neither should we be taught to hate ourselves. I think we need to be encourage on learning "what and how to love." God is love. He loves you! Are you satisfied with God's love for you? Do you believe He loves you? 

Let's get our eyes off of self and look onto Jesus. He is a great example of what Love is. 

Jhn 15:13

“Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one's life for his friends.

Sad and Depressed

If you're sad and depressed
Please watch this

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Your Choice

Being Christ like is a choice you make everyday

 to put someone else's need ahead of your own

Is how love being shone 

Matthew 16:24

Then Jesus said to His disciples, “If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me.

Roberto Martinez

What a blessing it was to go out and give to the homeless. It's funny how that works.

 One story I will share about a man named Roberto Martinez. Eyvette offered him a beanie and he offered us the Word. He gave us his testimony and how Jesus has always provided for him. There were so many ministries out today feeding the homeless. We were able to have church and eat with them. God is so good. We learn a lot today about the homeless. Pray for those that can't stay at the shelters.  They have to stay outside because the shelters a full. We were freezing, our toes were numb from being out there. It was 33 degrees. 

Thank you, Father, for a roof, clothing, food, and love from friends and family.

Let's Love

And so you ask, 

"There are homeless people here and there.

We feel something must be done, 

Especially at this time of year."

What shall we do?

What should we say?

How about let's pray

Is are faith without works?

What about a helping hand?

How about let's understand

Homeless are not bums

They are human beings

They have feelings and wants

They also need some things

Where is are compassion?

Where is are love?

Why are we so judge mental? 

Don't you know that's not for above! 

Can't we just open your eyes and see

That God created all of us

We all need help at times

So what's the big fuss?

"There are homeless people here and there.

We feel something must be done, 

Especially at this time of year."

Let's LOVE! 

Why?

Why am I so sad?

Why do I cry?

I have a roof over my head

I have I place to rest, it's called a bed

Why am I so depressed?

Why do I weep?

I have people who love me 

But still happiness is absentee

Why am I in pain?

Why do tears fall? 

WHY?

The only ones among (us) who will be truly happy are those who will have sought and found how to serve.
Albert Schweitzer

I Guess I Will Stay

I withdraw emotionally 

From the very one 

I hoped would rescue me

Should I run and be free?

I closed up my spirit

In order to protect 

My heart from ache

Should I leave and forsake? 

Intimacy, happiness, hope

Turns to

Isolation, pain, despair

I grow old and gray 

And think

Who will take care of me?

Who will listen to my plea?

I feel alone and he doesn't care

Tears run down my face

I want things to change 

But will It be strange? 

It's been like this for so long

Go to sleep and wake up

Wake up and go to sleep

Lay in bed and weep

I pray one day to find my love again 

I pray he would rescue me 

I pray he would take me away from all this

And tell me, "I love you," and give me a kiss

We shall be as one again 

No more secrets, no more walls

My one and only best friend

Life time together we will spend.

This is what I pray

So I guess I will stay. 

Desire You Above All

I'm sorry Father, for not making you first

I wake up wanting to quench my thirst

Instead of opening up the word

Other things I preferred 

I do desire You above all

Please help me not to fall

Keep me close next to You

You know my love is really true

Come to Me

Come to Me and I will give you rest

Sit at my feet and know this is best

I hear your prayers, you call out to Me

I will take care of everything, I guarantee

 

Come to Me and you will find rest

I promise you will soon be blessed

I will comfort you and give you peace

 All your laboring will soon cease.

 

 

"Come to Me, all you who labor and heavy laden, and I will give you rest." Matthew 11:28

I Come Humbly

I humbly come to You for help

I need your grace in my life

To be a better mom and wife

I humbly come to You for help

I need your power to love

It only comes from You above

I humbly come to You for help

Heal my body and take away my fears

Please LORD wipe away my tears

I humbly come to You for help

For the ministry You gave to me

I want You to be pleased you see

I humbly come to You for help

For You are the God that cares

And always answers my prayers

Thank You for giving out grace

To all who humbly come after You

My God who is faithful and true

Humble yourselves, therefore, under God's mighty hand, that He may lift you up in due time. Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you.

1 Peter 5:6-7

 

He grace is sufficient for me!

Children Out On The Street

My dear children out on the street

 

I send food for you to eat

I know out there is very cold

I send a blanket for you to hold

I know you have no where to lay your head

I have a safer place for you to rest in bed

Cry out to Me and you will see

My servants working through Me

You will see my love

From up above

They come to help you

Because I care for you to

Don't give up and just believe

Focus on Me and cleave

Help is on its way

So continue to pray

Who will help the poor and needy?

Who is called by God to do His work?

"For I was hungry and you give me food, I was thirsty and you gave me drink, I was naked and you clothed me, I was sick and you visited me. Truly, I say to you, as you did it to one of the least of these my brothers, you did it to Me." Matthew 25: 35-45

Thanks My God

Give those who are tired rest

Help those to do their best

Comfort those who are down

Remind Your children they have a crown

Today is one of those days

I need to focus and give You praise

Tired and weary I may be

But I know You are with me

Awesome and Mighty You are

The Bright Morning Star

Honor and glory belongs to You

Thanks My God,for all You do

I Ask Hear My Plea

You are my hope

You are my rock

I trust You will guide me where I walk

I draw near to You

You draw near to me

Please I ask hear my plea

I seek You

I long for You

I will praise only You

I see Your glory

I see Your power

I need You in this hour

Give me strength

Give me patients

Help me with all my frustrations

Help me with all my doubt and fears

Help me with all my worries and cares

Please I ask hear my prayers